Visions

Lately I've been having the most intense dreams, and now all I can think about are these fucking dreams. Im traveling to places ive never even seen, im talking in languages that are strange to me, nothing looks familiar yet im so happy. I jump on stage and dive into the crowd, I see random kids with MV shirts and having drunken nights all over the world.

I think my dreams are right...i dont want to be here anymore. I've grown out of the town I grew up in. I feel like a fucking child waiting for christmas to come around, but more like hoping it will come around and not be lost. I have the hardest time sleeping now too, i keep thinking about going on tour, all the new faces ill meet, the random late night conversations, getting lost, fuck ups durring performaces and i find myself smiling and laughing at my white cieling like a mad man.

I hate that im just waiting for things to pick up with the band, were in a "recession" due to complications but im sure it will all work out. its just frustrating, my clothing line is on hold until the album unfolds. For those of you who know why I follow my passion so hard, i keep thinking about it and it makes me want to play till my lungs collapse, i cant study for my mid terms because i keep day dreaming about being on the god dam road...